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Suzanna Wong

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Sunday, July 27, 2008
+.+ SMM +.+

Woot Baby team playing final soon against MKVL!!

All the best.. Jia You!!

No bus back to Singapore in the afternoon neither is there any bus straight to Singapore.. Took the 1030pm bus to Jb and change.. Let's hope there is enough time to reach school in the morning.. Arhh..

So much of worries to worry about..
Let's hope all things come to peace soon!!

Life just sux =(

Anyway have lots to blog about and picture to update but kinda sad that yesterday all of the phone ran out of battery so didn't took most of the picture.. =(

I guess all of us have lots of fun.. Hehehx...

Update soon!!

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:40 PM]




Friday, July 25, 2008
+.+ I LOVE SHERICA +.+

Pictures still with STUPID DOG, can send me anot??!!

Another tough day today, had IT lesson and it ended like less then an hour. Headed to the usual sucky factory to eat and back to the Kitchen to cook..

Cook:
  • CHICKEN MANGO
  • ALSAPRAWN HOLLANDAISE SALAD
  • Variety of warm and cold sauces
To those Mayo lovers.. BEWARE!!

Made our own Mayo today and did u even know how much of oil is needed?

Guess!!

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Its's 17tablespoon of oil.. HoHoHo.. Mayo = Eating Oil.. It's not just our recipe but all the mayo are made this way..

Think Twice before you regret..

Pictures to be uploaded soon..

Wee~ Tml gonna go Pahang, Kuantan with Baby and lsc.. Was hopping we are able to go at night after my lesson which ends around 7pm, but even if we are able to get on the bus at 10pm, we might be late for the compy tml cause the bus might take around 6-8 hours to reach..

Decided to pon the last lesson, though im facing EXPEL like very soon.. But cause baby birthday falls on the 27th and i wanted to celebrate with him on the 26th (night) so DIE DIE must go.. Maybe he doesn't know it =( Anyway was excited about the trip too cause its the first oversea trip with babi.. ops baby.. =X

Baby and i was very pissed off with the rest cause they can't organised things properly and always plan things at the very last minute. Seriously please think before you speak, sometimes it just pissed the both of us off. We always think ahead for you guys and you always said we think too much.. Where got people never plan and do stuff de.. Zzz

Let's hope lsc` wins!!

NO MORE WULU COMPY IN FUTURE OR PLAN AHEAD!!

Tired is the only word now and i haven pack my stupid bag =(

Baby don't tan xin wo oki3 until play like shit, im gonna break off with you if you do so.. I don't want you to worry for me until like that, if not i wouldn't even wanne go liao.. I already seems like a burden going with you guys =\

[01:43] sheRicA : o.o
[01:43] sheRicA : ooo u're gonna blog
[01:43] xGongZu- : ya blogging
[01:44] sheRicA : GOOOD
[01:44] sheRicA : plz mention me again
[01:44] sheRicA : TKS

I LOVE YOU AIAI!! + MISS YOU SHERICA!!

Hehe i mention aiai and your nick.. See how much i love you ^^

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:22 AM]




Tuesday, July 22, 2008
+.+ I wish im free from everything +.+

It's been month since i last blogged...

So much had been happening in my life..

Last month:

- Class BBQ

- Chalet with Baby


This month:

- Escape

- Saturday

- Sunday


Class BBQ seriously fark up:

  • Wasn't well organised
  • Made me walk 1hour 30mins to reach that bbq pit cause it at THE END of East Coast and worst of all, we didn't even know its gonna be so far + we are carrying stuff that is damn heavy + its freaking hot.. + an hr for walking back to find taxis -.-
  • That sms from whoever that seriously pissed us off - Hao Xin Mei Hao Bao

Well to summaries it, i was totally unhappy about the whole event, worst of all i sprained my leg after the whole thing and it took quite awhile for me to recover. To add on, i sprained the very same part i sprained a month ago.

Basically i don't felt there is any class bonding maybe because we came late for helping them to buy all those stuff and all the walking that causes it. Food wasn't really that good either..


Chalet with Baby:

  • 4days 3 night at Downtown East
  • Gosu bbq food for 2days
  • Sick on 1 of the day and ate bbq food the next day.. Gosu or?
  • Baby went searching for pandols like 1am and tio spider web.. lol..
  • Escapes was close on weekdays.. Cb!!
  • Rent overnight bicycle
  • Went prawning at a nearby place that we spotted, left early cause i felt sick again..
  • Brought Cat food and milk for those poor cats and ended up there was a major gathering of cats for a few days..
  • Realised those cats actually ate prawn and chicken.. 1 of them actually ate spicy crab meat and some are damn choosy.. I miss those mao mao =( Poor thing!!
  • Had gosu food at E-Hub..
  • Brought DVD to watch..
  • Brought Drumstick for baby..

Basically it was a fun trip and it sux cause escape was closed on weekday.. Thank you baby for taking care of me when im sick, im glad you cab to buy pandols for me as my fever is damn high, if not i would still be unwell the next day.. Thanks for all the fun and joy =) I really enjoy myself..
Planning to go Genting for our next trip!!


Escape:

Meet up with baby in the afternoon cause he overslept, reached there le baby went to sell the tickets for Escape cause we had like 6 tickets -.-, freaking funny cause its very pai seh to ask people to buy especially outside the box office..

  • Went in at around 5pm cause the last ticket was so hard to be sold
  • Played only the fun fair games cause im scared of the rides..
  • Spent like $50 on the games..
  • Won 5 ugly Pink and Black Doggy's from the lucky draw..
  • Won 2 messy white doggy, went to change 1 of it to the small prize aka look alike Pooh..
  • Won another Crayon but dar damn lousy keep lost track of the balls..
A day well spend and it was damn fun although we didn't won much prizes.. The crayon machine dono scam dar how many $2.50 lol.. Had our dinner at E-hub, damn nice lor.. Kimchi Seafood ftw..

Headed down to GGHT cause baby team was suppose to have training but in the end tio scam again lol.. Anyway pk 1 of the team ( Can't Remb which) was whining how shitty the mouse was and left without pk-ing f@ze.. Headed down to somewhere nearby to eat porridge, jitao tio scam.. 1 small bowl of curry chicken cost $3 and 1 small plate of squid costs $4.. Lamo!!

JJ ordered: 1 bowl of curry chicken and lady finger + porridge = $5
Baby & mE: ordered 1 plate of squid and egg + 2 porridge = $6

Freaking SCAM!! The most exp porridge i ever ate and worst of all it taste horrible + its kopitiam leh.. Something funny happened : JJ shouted give me a lift and that guy pointed middle finger back.. lol..

Played a few games and was feeling so tired le, wanted to go home but baby carry on playing pub and ignored me. By the time they finished was already like 5+ or 6am, feeling so pissed and tired..

In the end still headed to his house to rest till evening before cab-ing home again..


Saturday:

Overslept and cabbu down to surprised him, reached le their game already ending.. lol.. Still feeling really sleepy, its like if someone knock me accidentally i will fall straight on my face.. Cabbu to Vivo but the movie was all RED when its only 2+ -.- lamo, gotten so bored of Vivo.. Whine to baby to cabbu to tamp mall.. As usual the taxi stand at tamp always flood with people..
Shop around:
  • Brought a really cute bag ( For school)
  • Brought gosu ingredients for Maggi mee
  • Watched Red Cliff - Damn gosu but no ending =(
  • Baby didn't fell asleep during movie cause he didn't sleep the day before
  • Brought his favourite food
  • Brought sweets ( Those sweets that are hardly able to find anymore)
  • Brought 2 soft toy
  • Ate gosu fishballs
  • Ate GOSU GOSU xiao long bao
Haha finally u didn't felt asleep during those movies, anyway thanks baby for the surprised you gave me that day.. Love you!! Totally addicted to Xiao Long Bao!! More to come please!! Headed back and slept damn early.. lol.. Ended up didn't even have the chance to cook gosu mee..

Sunday:

Baby lost their Safara compy so cabbu down to EVO, watched them played a few games and kinda like help them find some info for the hotel.. Felt asleep after awhile.. Woke up watched 1 of their game and headed down to Bugis for gosu steamboat.. lol.. Chat alot of stuff and ate like wtf full.. But the attitude of the worker sux + it rain straight after we finished our food..


Today:

It's just the worst day of my life..

How i wish time can be turned back to where it started..

I seriously regret what i did but i blame no 1 but myself, i know the consequence was very serious but i never thought it would be that serious.. I was left with no choice, it was like if u murder someone accidentally you have to think of a way to disposed the body right.. Anyway i was feeling really guilty about what i done but then what done is done..

How much of crying wouldn't help, all is left now is to wait for the board to give me an answer within 2-3 weeks.. Felt better after talking to 1 of the higher management, thanks for hearing out what i had to said and understanding what im going thru all this years..

I guess im gonna be back to the depressing state once again, too much things to worry about..

  • School - Well u can tell
  • Overall Results - Failed 1 subject
  • Projects - More to come..
  • Practical - Try out new recipe, not sure if its gonna work..
  • Com - Just break down
  • Family - Random problems will appear
  • R/S - Random problems will appear
  • NyX - The team wasn't settle yet
  • Health - Still suffering from the cough
All i can do now is to hope that i was given a chance, 1 last chance to make things right again.. I just wanne apologies to:
  • Teachers
  • Mum & Dad
  • Friends
  • Baby
I'm really sorry...

Anyway lots of hurtful words are heard, I'm not sure how long I'm able to ren all this stuff, seriously i just wonder how long before i finally can't be able to take it and end it lidat? Somehow there seems like no reason for me to move on.. Life sux!!

The only happy thing is that im going PAHANG with lsc this coming friday, will be back on sunday!! =) cheers!! But i got school on Friday till 7pm!! FARK!! Maybe gonna train there at night with baby..

If im really not back, are you guys happier?!! Sometimes it just makes me wonder, how much do you all value me or perhaps u guys never did...


I just hope i can be happier!! But i just dono what is happy anymore...



1 more thing that i wanted to add on:

Like i said non of the dota players can be trusted, they might be ur best friend but once u feed and make them lose their game, sorry you are out of the team then.. lolx.. Its reality..

I just realised that some appear to be really nice, liked a friend but they can do things to the extend of CBS!!! as in really CBS!!!
I shall mention names,
neither am i gonna talk about it.. You all know yourself..


Pictures to be uploaded soon.... Soon i think =X







If time can turn back, i would never had done that to make myself helplessly regret right now..

With ♥ From Suzanna [5:58 PM]